February 2011
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I hate when someone calls you and it’s on private. I wasn’t there! And it was a chick too!
January 2011
THERE. I DID IT.
I just finished apologizing to every single girl who’s heart I broke. I’m pretty sure they were crappy, but at least they were honest. They probably think I’m a fucking psycho, and quite frankly, I believe I am. But that’s not the point. Although I felt some type of strong resentment to each of them, I figured I should be the first to say sorry. It honestly makes me feel...
It’s like every day I see more and more things that literally break my heart. I don’t even know why these things continue to pain me the way they do. It should stop after a while, but it hasn’t. I’ve been silent forever. I’ve endured what seems a lifetime. Why can’t it just stop? It’s not fair. It’s not fair that I was the one who was nice for...
3 years ago I gave a girl a diamond necklace. It was shaped like a heart and I told her it was mine. Told her that even if I was gone, she’d still have my heart wherever she went.
Today she wears it, but loves another man.
I never got my heart back, and that’s exactly how I feel. Heartless.
R.I.P. 1\27\08
Awake.
More snow. I don’t mind. I’ve always found snow to be an amazing wonder, just like the sea or the moon. I feel a little stoic this morning. I know yesterday worked for sure. It’s a true beauty to possess the art of creating illusions. I love actors. Maybe no one understand what I’m talking about yet. Just know that everyone goes throughout their lives living through...
Interesting Fact #1
The first thing I do when I get up is play my guitar. (:
Isnt it sad when you get hurt so much, you can...
lovemusicsuigeneris:
But you don’t mean it.
1 universe, 9 planets, 204 countries, 809 islands,...
Plus all the other unknown things out there. xD
:D
So, spent the whole day playing Halo, baked some brownies and had tons of fattening food. Seems like a regular day. But you wanna know what made it special? I spent it with Xio =D♥
Put colors in a message. Do it.
lovemusicsuigeneris:
red - i love you.
pink - i could stay on your blog for hours.
yellow - you’re amazing.
peach - i miss you.
blue - i want to get to know you.
purple - you’re hot.
white - delete your tumblr.
black - i hate you.
green - i would date you.
brown - i would fuck you.
Just ‘cause I’m bored…really bored.
Look at all the pretty girls and their ugly lives.
LOL Tapco.
So how does this story end, kids?
Even the calmest of people, break. Humans can only take so much before they do. Nice guys finish last, this is true. I am once again the vehement villain.
Letters
This week is finals week. I’m home. Don’t plan on going to school. I’m sick. I’m done. I feel so tired of everything, so so tired, it’s as if I was old. I don’t have any motivation left in me anymore. I’m failing school (missed a government and physics final today) I saw the girl I love with another man, someone I truly hate with all my life, I...
Some of your lives were determined at birth.
Damn, I’m almost done reading The Awakening. Fuck, I feel like I fully understand those type of girls who cheat, lie, are angry because expectations are always placed upon them and never know why. It’s funny how much gender subconsciously plays it’s role in our society and how most women don’t even feel the touch of oppression that manifested their history and manifests...
Here's a itty bit of truth. :p
I just thought you should know, that while you’re acting like a bitch and fighting with me, somebody else is making me laugh and smile. Never forget that someone is trying to take your place (: . - I love thissss xD
“I will make you see, that you belong to me.
Stick me to you, nature needs no...”
– (via thisisfranchely)